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2010-04-14 03:22 pm
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fic: put it in a safe behind a painting, lock it up and leave, heroes, nathan/peter, nathan/elle

put it in a safe behind a painting, lock it up and leave
(or one week in the lives of possibly not so average international arms dealers)
Nathan/Peter, ~10,000 words, NC-17 for violence, disturbing themes, implied underaged sex, gunporn, water asphyxiation
warnings for uh, pretty sure the entire thing being offensive. please understand that to mean all that it implies. dear [ profile] mimesh, this is all your fault for making that particular icon. un-betad, so any and all mistakes are mine.
Nathan and Peter are arms dealers. Cheers.

it's a lot like being a bad guy, in that it's exactly like being a bad guy )
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2010-04-08 05:05 pm

rock star 101

why did no-one tell me that rihanna's video for rehab also featured justin timberlake? it's like two of my favorite hot-ass popstars combined in one juicy, overly-saturated vid! seriously though, how awesome is she? and also super talented and stuff be my girlfriend! but also very strange. i believe you were wearing a corset, ri. the black pasties really weren't necessary.

last week's supernatural featured everything i ever hated about the show, and didn't even make up for it by having gratuitous amounts of gore. so boring i almost fell asleep, WHAT. i mean seriously )

i had bizarre dreams about the petrellis a few days ago. in one i was apparently set to go for dinner with nathan (i swear i thought i was peter? someone else? until i realized no, it was just me. um, i dream about being other people often. or not being other people exactly, just dreams in which i'm not present and it's some kind of movie narrative) - and anyway i saw him, and i couldn't tell if it was AP or nathan, and then he insulted my scarf, and that's how i knew it was nathan. this matters because apparently dream!me would totally get anxious and not want to meet AP because of the whole weirdness of meeting celebrity thing (i don't get it, i never want to meet celebrities, it's very strange), but nathan's just a character so that's okay. and then arthur petrelli was there as well, eating indian food.

BUT ANYWAY. WHY MUST YOU INSULT MY SCARF, NATHAN. it was such a pretty scarf, too. think mohinder's scarf except in neutral shades rather than...whatever eyesore shade that particular scarf was.

and then i had another dream in which me and A. were at a bus-stop waiting for the bus, and then AP/MV or Nathan/Peter showed up and started to hug, and again i felt very awkward because if they were the actors i felt that i had to hide my face so they couldn't see me gawking.

on the plus side, i haven't had a dream about zombies in a while. yay?

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2010-04-07 07:13 am
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fic: i'll be so alone without you, maybe you'll be lonesome too, heroes, peter/nathan, pg13-ish

and i'll be so alone without you, maybe you'll be lonesome too
Peter/Nathan, pg13-ish, ~7,600 words, spoilers for up to Brave New World, starts after. Because surely Peter wasn't meant to be without Nathan.
much thanks to A. for beta, handholding, and everything really.

and maybe you're gonna be the one that saves me )
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2010-03-30 05:10 pm

perhaps we can just lock him in the basement

A. and i have started watching White Collar, due to the promise of Diana coming back for next season, yay. mostly we spend the hour discussing Neal's lovely, gorgeous clothes and Neal's pretty, pretty face and how the power of fandom essentially transformed him into peter and El's pet after the mid-season break. FANDOM REPRESENT!

blah blah )
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2010-03-17 03:26 am
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i want your revenge

The show's just-announced, 10-episode fourth season - slated to debut later this summer - will most likely be its last. "That is the plan," confirms series creator Sean Smith, who hopes to lure back some old faves like Charisma Carpenter and Michael Rady for the final stretch. "We're all looking at this as an opportunity to come back, wrap up the show, and end strong. ABC Family could've ended it, but they gave us this opportunity and I don't want to squander it." Meanwhile, an ABC Family spokesperson insists buzz that Dilshad Vadsaria (Rebecca) is leaving the show (perhaps to star in a new pilot) is not true. The rep says all of Greekā€™s regulars will be back for season 4.

Awww, Greek. i mean again yay, there's a chance for closure. on the other hand, why are all my favorite tv shows going away!

i love this icon so much, randomly. his startled little face! oh, s1 peter. why can't i freeze you and put you in a basket for safekeeping so age, a pair of hairdresser's scissors and a heavy gym schedule can't get at you. WE HAVE COOKIES WHERE I AM FOR GOOD LITTLE BOYS JUST LIKE YOU. just try not to end the world while you're here, please.

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2010-03-15 10:47 pm
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fic: "and birds were singing to calm us down", heroes, peter/nathan, r

So, this happened. I'm not sure how, but it did. This is the longest thing I have ever finished and posted, and if that makes it sound like I've finished and posted several shorter pieces before, uh, that is not the case. I will go hide somewhere now.

and birds were singing to calm us down, by A.
Peter/Nathan, AU, R, ~3,700 words, implied underagedness

Peter wants to see Las Vegas. Nathan doesn't even try to say no anymore. Sort of a companion piece to "he couldn't see me, the sun was in his eyes" by cm, won't make much sense without it. Less sense, anyway.

Many thanks and hearts to co-journaller for letting me play with Crazy Earth Child!Peter (damn hippies!) and telling me what didn't work and also what did. Kisses to [ profile] miss_miso for helpful suggestions and hand-holding. Flower wreaths for everyone!

it's always better on the outside )
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2010-03-13 02:24 pm
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can anybody find me somebody to love?

1) why is there a torrent for the new shear genius but none for the new drag race? i object mightily! okay possibly not mightily, because shear genius is kind of awesome fun (who knew you could make a reality tv program about who can do the best dye job in under two hours?) but still. sad!

2) things that are confusing: twelve-thousand words of future!fic in which i pretend that i'm writing simon petrelli/peter petrelli but in actual fact it's awful genfic in which they do nothing but talk about their feelings and never once contemplate getting naked with one another. um, what, brain. really? that's where you're going? okay then.

3) okay i keep hearing/reading about sendhil being unhappy that the heroes staff writers decided to butcher his character give mohinder the flyhinder storyline in v3 but it's always been people talking about his unhappiness? are there interviews or something where he outright said "this shit is whack?" only you know, more eloquently, because he's a classy sort of guy, and i'm not.

4) i wanted to say something about american idol, but it kind of ended up with me going: PANTS!!! and then randomly slamming my fingers down on the keyboard to express my...well i wouldn't call it rage? more like "why did that dude go home when his suckiness was at least crazy+entertaining instead of this other dude who is basically just wasting space on primetime tv?" and so on, but you know, hey. top twelve, finally. and every year i pray for another sanjaya, but i keep getting foiled. why?!

5) uh, five is a nice number, hi? tell me something good/bad/interesting, hey.

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2010-03-09 02:12 am
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fic: the key to successful negotiation is in the fine print, heroes, nathan/peter

i've had a headache these past two days, and urgh, i'm not sure why and i can't make it stop. too much reading of porn, not enough? what's up with that anyway?

anyway, moving on. somewhere along the way i decided that what i really needed to write was peter/nathan kid!fic? in which peter is the cutest little boy on earth and nathan is...nathan. and then there was this prompt for the Nathan Petrelli Memorial Kink Meme, so i started writing that, but it got a bit out of control AND veered quite a bit away from the prompt, and then i ended up with five-thousand words of it, as you know, one does? so right, hey:

the secret to successful negotiation is in the fine print
nathan/peter, r-ish, pre-series, snapshots through the years.
thanks to [ profile] anansie_s for the lovely beta, characterization-whipping and fixing up my rather terrible grammar.

i'll be the prince and you be the princess )
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2010-03-07 02:25 am
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fic: "he couldn't see me, the sun was in his eyes", heroes, peter/nathan, nc-17

he couldn't see me, the sun was in his eyes, by cm+A.
Peter/Nathan, Peter/Niki, NC-17, ~7,000 words

Peter is special. Nathan knows this. This is a fairytale AU (of sorts), loosely inspired by this video. It's also pretty much entirely self-indulgent porn. Warnings for Includes knife/bloodplay, watersports, choking, underagedness, possibly disturbing imagery.

Much thanks to [ profile] miss_miso for speedy beta and encouragement and also being awesome. This is dedicated to [ profile] anansie_s, whether she wants it or not.

i am the key to the lock in your house )
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2010-03-03 01:48 am
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fic: we fell through the ice when we tried not to slip, heroes, peter/nathan, peter/sylar

someone wrote (which i'm not linking to because i'm lazy) a story in which mohinder goes on the internet and finds out that there's fanfiction about him and sylar because of the 9th wonders comic books. and i have to say i find it extremely amusing because a) the possibility of fanfic about 9th wonder characters existing is extremely high, because. well hello, rule #31.#34 b) supernatural! heroes went there first, hello!

of course heroes never made an actual episode about the slash and the slash fen, for which i am highly grateful for. imagine the weirdness, of peter trying to find say, a lost 9th wonder volume which was destroyed but continues to exist on the internet due to industrious fanboys (also highly likely, as anyone who has ever torrented a comic book will attest to), and finds forums dedicated to petrellicest. can you just say awkward? or like the abovementioned story, mohinder finding mylar fic. or m3 fic! though if i were mohinder i'd be far more pleased about the m3 fic than the "i slept with my dad's killer" fic, but that's just me.

but um, heroes is one of those shows that will only break the forth wall in a particular way, and i don't know, they even abandoned all of that for season four, which is kind of sad because i enjoyed that aspect of it. although s4 also gave us um, ahaha right, asian comic relief trio. i don't even know, show.

but um, anyway [ profile] anansie_s was talking about how nathan's consciousness actually drifted over at some point to peter's brain and they had a lot of hot sex inside of peter's brain for like, forever, and somehow i thought about it and i decided nathan should just stay in sylar's brain and taunt him or whatever, and then somehow peter got involved i don't even know but anyway i blame anansi for this:

we fell through the ice when we tried not to slip
sylar, nathan and um, also mentions of peter/nathan and sylar/peter (kind of?)
post-series, pg-13ish (at some point this rating will cease to not be funny, but right now it still totally is!), mostly un-betad, so all mistakes are mine.

can't be held responsible )
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2010-02-28 06:36 pm
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i'm everything i am because you loved me

hey hey, does anyone know, canon (or fanon?) wise, what nathan did in the air force? or navy? i know he was a pilot, and said something about tours of duty in bosnia, something. but it's all very sketchy and such. was there an established timeline or any indication he was on the front line or he flew jet planes or. like, right now, in my head, he's totally that character of his from top gun, all surly and pretty and mostly silent. but also really really pretty. i have no clue, obviously. was he stationed in manila at some point or is that fanon as well? because it's all mixing up right now. like, was it canon as well he went to military school? because that would leave him entirely out of peter's childhood wouldn't it? or at least the first six years? gah.


um, hi?
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2010-02-23 07:33 pm
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fic: keep coming around, heroes, nathan/peter, r-ish

Keep Coming Around
Nathan self-justifies. Peter makes up memories. The combined result is somewhat uneven.

but I think you could save my life )
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2010-02-23 07:29 am

when i grow up

[ profile] ohnotheydidnt depresses me so much with its intense grossness, but um, milo's new girlfriend (which i guess is confirmed now?) is super-cute! and age appropriate! two for two, milo! GOOD JOB YOU GET A PONY.

in other, equally startling news, interpol are not only not broken up, but they're opening for U2 at some point. i swear i had to check and re-check the articles and i'm still like, partly convinced that this is old news that has mistakenly been recycled as new, because surely they're not serious when they claim that another album is due? IS IT? OH PLEASE SAY IT IS.

things i do in my spare time: watch lovely, delicate music videos and then write a four-thousand word Peter/Nathan AU that features bloodplay, choking, watersports and the end of the world. clearly i win at life.

we have reached the episode in supernatural that features chuck and the winchester brothers discussing slash. yes, dean, people writing about you guys fucking is just gross. that's PRIVATE. i understand. why is this show such a huge pile of fanwankery? kripke has lost his ever loving mind, is the only explanation.

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2010-02-19 08:53 pm
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you better work!

leverage finale or this is not your momma's tv )

in supernatural/heroes crossover news, apparently the most discussed details of the entire fic are what clothes peter wears, and what hairstyle he has (emo bangs vs. not so emo bangs. vs. naked in a container crew cut), and also us coming to the conclusion that peter's bowlegged walk being identical to dean's clearly means they were always meant to be switched-at-birth brothers because HOW HILARIOUS IS THAT to see them walking down the street together, peter being one full frame size smaller than dean but exactly the same. no-one will ever question them being related to one another even though they look nothing alike! although to be fair sam looks nothing at all like dean either. and on the sam and nathan side, we spend an inordinate amount of time going to dressing sam up like a public-defender cum trust fund baby who loves his big brother but feels he needs to dress slightly edgier because nathan's a little to staid for him.

yes, we don't actually ever think about things like plot, or characterization, just clothes and hairstyles. you know, THE IMPORTANT THINGS.


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2010-02-17 06:09 pm
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tell me how i'm supposed to breathe with no air

i am trying to wrangle our tags into submission. hint: this is not fun.

so far 2009/2010's pretty well done (ahahaha at some point it's kind of useless, where if you'd click fandom:heroes you'd get every post we've made the past three months or so).

2008's a pain, because i rarely tag, and i post a lot. of course it's mostly about interpol, so i wish i could mass tag or something.

am also watching american idol, and i don't know man, i get more weirded out each year. like, do they sit down and ask the contestants "tell us about the tragedies of your life" and then they introduce them to the audience like that "okay her parents split up or he had cancer" or like, have we come to the point where people frame their lives around the bad things that have happened to them, like "i feel i deserve to be the next american idol because my dog died" and it's just weird, man. i get overcoming tragedy and hardship, and i get that they want the audience to connect with the singers, but it makes me more and more uncomfortable. and yet! it's just about the foundation of half the reality shows out there! i do like the ones that have some self-awareness about this though. the ones that go "yeah you know there are far worse things than growing up poor". because there is, even though that's not even the point. i guess the point is that i love jordin sparks, perhaps? but then i also love fantasia, so it's complicated, my relationship with american idol, is what i'm saying.

just, no adam lambert or kris allen this year, please, guys. or fucking daughtry or haha david cook. i just want to die, okay.

ANYWAY. i feel that peter petrelli will make a great AI contestant, like "oh my last girlfriend died, the next one got stuck in a future world, then i found out my father who was supposed to be dead wasn't and then he stole my powers and i tried to kill him but failed, and then my brother slash lover betrayed me twice, oh and when we finally made up i found out he'd died months ago and my mom made his killer wear his face and body but that also went badly and now he's truly dead. oh and finally in order to save the life of just about the only friend i have left, i spent five years trapped alone in the head of the aforementioned brother-killer, and now he thinks we're BFFs and keeps calling me to do lunch and hang out and join a superhero league. in between all of that, i found time to almost end the world, twice. but none of that was actually my fault, hi."

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2010-02-16 05:46 am
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detail oriented and stuff

hello there friendslist! would anyone familiar with heroes be willing to beta a fic for me? it's peter/nathan, around 5000 words. um, kid!fic in parts. there is no porn during the kid!fic section, hi.

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2010-02-14 09:02 am
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fic: the hibernation cycle of bears, heroes, peter/emma

the hibernation cycle of bears
peter/emma, mostly g, 2200 words, spoilers for up to "brave new world", for [ profile] anansie_s // prompt was: I think it would be great to see something with Peter and Emma, dealing with what just happened and maybe with the repercussions of Nathan's death.

notes: thanks to co-journaller, as usual, for judicious and awesome beta. ps. everyone else i owe meme requests to: i'm working on them, meep!

we have got to take cover )
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2010-02-12 11:21 am
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lower the gun, my friend


i feel it is telling that i find even his audiobook voice unbearably obnoxious.

i shall just pretend it is peter, perhaps it will be tolerable that way.

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2010-02-09 08:23 pm
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Heroes 4x19, "Brave New World"

me: lemme see if we can just post a chat excerpt
cm: haha okay
[five minutes later]
me: okay i'm afraid we can't use that
cm: what?
me: we either go "omg srsly" at each other
   without any context
   or mock ZQ's acting skills
cm: let's mock zq's acting skills

The longer version: )

PS. Co-journaller is... 4,879 words into a Supernatural/Heroes crossover AU and there is no porn yet. I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH HER ANYMORE.
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2010-02-07 01:14 am

this is my favorite icon in the world, no lie

why did no-one tell me Methos was on Caprica? Methos is on Caprica! um, i'm glad to see the actor again, i'd missed him so. oh, Highlander, why must your last movie have been so entirely terrible?

today, what popped into my head was that a Supernatural/Heroes crossover would be most excellent (i know some already exist, but there can never be enough Supernatural/Heroes crossovers, am i right?) the hilarity of the mythologies meeting though. what would dean winchester do with a boy like peter? other than sleep with him, obviously. and then all hell breaks loose, but that's okay, because the apocalypse is already here. perhaps peter petrelli can save the world! don't laugh, okay i'm serious.

OR A HEROES/LEVERAGE X-OVER COME ON. you know, hardison would have read all the ninth-wonders comics and be delirious over the whole super-heroes come to life thing. he'd tell elliot to play nice with peter because "dude's life kind of sucks, man. like, for real." parker would sniff him and pronounce him lickable. there'd be some kind of a plot at some point, i don't know. the team can save the world! or just peter from himself. maybe they have to rescue mohinder or something, that would be fun. i secretly ship mohinder/sophie, okay. two thumbs up for the vaguely british sounding people discussing their accents and how that plus their faces means they have to beat them off with sticks. sticks, i tell you!