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put it in a safe behind a painting, lock it up and leave
(or one week in the lives of possibly not so average international arms dealers)
Nathan/Peter, ~10,000 words, NC-17 for violence, disturbing themes, implied underaged sex, gunporn, water asphyxiation
warnings for uh, pretty sure the entire thing being offensive. please understand that to mean all that it implies. dear [ profile] mimesh, this is all your fault for making that particular icon. un-betad, so any and all mistakes are mine.
Nathan and Peter are arms dealers. Cheers.

it's a lot like being a bad guy, in that it's exactly like being a bad guy )
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If you're familiar with that 15 character meme (example questions from the original meme text include "One, nine, and fifteen are chosen by a prophecy to save the world from four. Do they succeed?" and "Under what circumstances might five and fourteen fall in love?"), we have a list of 15 characters from, uh, 13 different fandoms and you can give us questions. *smiles invitingly*


Last week I deleted 2000+ notifications from my LJ-related email account in a quiet little comment amnesty ceremony. If at any point during the past... half-year or so I told you I'd get back to you (and sounded reasonably sincere) and didn't? Pls feel free to remind me. Please. Chances are it just got buried under the rubble. There's also some meme stuff that will be taken care of as soon as we find it in us to stop talking about brothers for two minutes, Jesus Christ.


Re: this little idea

[Poll #1548977]

Thank you and goodnight.
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why did no-one tell me that rihanna's video for rehab also featured justin timberlake? it's like two of my favorite hot-ass popstars combined in one juicy, overly-saturated vid! seriously though, how awesome is she? and also super talented and stuff be my girlfriend! but also very strange. i believe you were wearing a corset, ri. the black pasties really weren't necessary.

last week's supernatural featured everything i ever hated about the show, and didn't even make up for it by having gratuitous amounts of gore. so boring i almost fell asleep, WHAT. i mean seriously )

i had bizarre dreams about the petrellis a few days ago. in one i was apparently set to go for dinner with nathan (i swear i thought i was peter? someone else? until i realized no, it was just me. um, i dream about being other people often. or not being other people exactly, just dreams in which i'm not present and it's some kind of movie narrative) - and anyway i saw him, and i couldn't tell if it was AP or nathan, and then he insulted my scarf, and that's how i knew it was nathan. this matters because apparently dream!me would totally get anxious and not want to meet AP because of the whole weirdness of meeting celebrity thing (i don't get it, i never want to meet celebrities, it's very strange), but nathan's just a character so that's okay. and then arthur petrelli was there as well, eating indian food.

BUT ANYWAY. WHY MUST YOU INSULT MY SCARF, NATHAN. it was such a pretty scarf, too. think mohinder's scarf except in neutral shades rather than...whatever eyesore shade that particular scarf was.

and then i had another dream in which me and A. were at a bus-stop waiting for the bus, and then AP/MV or Nathan/Peter showed up and started to hug, and again i felt very awkward because if they were the actors i felt that i had to hide my face so they couldn't see me gawking.

on the plus side, i haven't had a dream about zombies in a while. yay?

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and i'll be so alone without you, maybe you'll be lonesome too
Peter/Nathan, pg13-ish, ~7,600 words, spoilers for up to Brave New World, starts after. Because surely Peter wasn't meant to be without Nathan.
much thanks to A. for beta, handholding, and everything really.

and maybe you're gonna be the one that saves me )
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so at some point [ profile] miss_miso asked me five questions, and instead of doing the five, i just decided to do question five for now, which was:

part one: I watched this documentary recently and thought of you! Now, maybe you prefer darkly intelligent thrillers, but what I really want to hear about are the schlocky, cheesy horror films you love in spite of yourself.

okay so here's the thing? when i was twelve? i was madly, and i mean MADLY in love with vampires. i am not sure how or why and i feel i have gotten over it now (i mean really, why on earth would you want to live forever? and not just that but then your life is dependent on the continuous death of others? i think not!) i mean sure true blood is the coolest tv show right now, and the vampire diaries is pretty awesome, but being a vampire is pants! that said, i, once upon a time, was really enamored with these awful, awful (mostly) made for tv vampire movies comedies. yes, i said comedies. none of that "vampirism is hot and sexy and depressing", not for me. i was a really miserable teenager and comedies were the best way to get away from that. and vampire comedies? GOLD.

sweet love )

part two: For extra credit: recast one of them using some of your celebrity crushes.

and then A. and i decided we would like to recast the lost boys, thank you very much. and yes if you're wondering, would they go there? YES WE DID. OR DID WE the ages don't match up, sadly - very few of these people would be able to be in this particular movie unless hiro can actually time travel and wants to help us out here.

kill your brother, you'll feel better. )
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A. and i have started watching White Collar, due to the promise of Diana coming back for next season, yay. mostly we spend the hour discussing Neal's lovely, gorgeous clothes and Neal's pretty, pretty face and how the power of fandom essentially transformed him into peter and El's pet after the mid-season break. FANDOM REPRESENT!

blah blah )
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so A. and i watched that new milo v movie, which was apparently uploaded on every site ever by someone but doesn't exist in torrents yet? weird. ANYWAY.

cock )

also, why is everyone moving to dreamwidth? should we move to dreamwidth? our dreamwidth journal is here, by the way. we have not updated it since importing our lj over there that one time many many months ago, uh.

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The show's just-announced, 10-episode fourth season - slated to debut later this summer - will most likely be its last. "That is the plan," confirms series creator Sean Smith, who hopes to lure back some old faves like Charisma Carpenter and Michael Rady for the final stretch. "We're all looking at this as an opportunity to come back, wrap up the show, and end strong. ABC Family could've ended it, but they gave us this opportunity and I don't want to squander it." Meanwhile, an ABC Family spokesperson insists buzz that Dilshad Vadsaria (Rebecca) is leaving the show (perhaps to star in a new pilot) is not true. The rep says all of Greekā€™s regulars will be back for season 4.

Awww, Greek. i mean again yay, there's a chance for closure. on the other hand, why are all my favorite tv shows going away!

i love this icon so much, randomly. his startled little face! oh, s1 peter. why can't i freeze you and put you in a basket for safekeeping so age, a pair of hairdresser's scissors and a heavy gym schedule can't get at you. WE HAVE COOKIES WHERE I AM FOR GOOD LITTLE BOYS JUST LIKE YOU. just try not to end the world while you're here, please.

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So, this happened. I'm not sure how, but it did. This is the longest thing I have ever finished and posted, and if that makes it sound like I've finished and posted several shorter pieces before, uh, that is not the case. I will go hide somewhere now.

and birds were singing to calm us down, by A.
Peter/Nathan, AU, R, ~3,700 words, implied underagedness

Peter wants to see Las Vegas. Nathan doesn't even try to say no anymore. Sort of a companion piece to "he couldn't see me, the sun was in his eyes" by cm, won't make much sense without it. Less sense, anyway.

Many thanks and hearts to co-journaller for letting me play with Crazy Earth Child!Peter (damn hippies!) and telling me what didn't work and also what did. Kisses to [ profile] miss_miso for helpful suggestions and hand-holding. Flower wreaths for everyone!

it's always better on the outside )

oh, show

Mar. 15th, 2010 12:10 pm
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i just watched what's very likely the last episode ever of numbers. i heard both lead actors have already accepted roles in other shows, and the finale honestly did seem like a goodbye, which on the one hand, sad! on the other hand, i like it when shows end with proper closure, unlike, say, some other shows which i won't mention ::cough::deadwood::cough::. oh, numbers. i feel your math was so faily and pastede on sometimes, but i really only watched for the awesomeness of the characters anyway, so. i will miss you!

i have to be up in an hour and i have yet to be able to take a nap, even a short one, since...yesterday afternoon? whups?

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1) why is there a torrent for the new shear genius but none for the new drag race? i object mightily! okay possibly not mightily, because shear genius is kind of awesome fun (who knew you could make a reality tv program about who can do the best dye job in under two hours?) but still. sad!

2) things that are confusing: twelve-thousand words of future!fic in which i pretend that i'm writing simon petrelli/peter petrelli but in actual fact it's awful genfic in which they do nothing but talk about their feelings and never once contemplate getting naked with one another. um, what, brain. really? that's where you're going? okay then.

3) okay i keep hearing/reading about sendhil being unhappy that the heroes staff writers decided to butcher his character give mohinder the flyhinder storyline in v3 but it's always been people talking about his unhappiness? are there interviews or something where he outright said "this shit is whack?" only you know, more eloquently, because he's a classy sort of guy, and i'm not.

4) i wanted to say something about american idol, but it kind of ended up with me going: PANTS!!! and then randomly slamming my fingers down on the keyboard to express my...well i wouldn't call it rage? more like "why did that dude go home when his suckiness was at least crazy+entertaining instead of this other dude who is basically just wasting space on primetime tv?" and so on, but you know, hey. top twelve, finally. and every year i pray for another sanjaya, but i keep getting foiled. why?!

5) uh, five is a nice number, hi? tell me something good/bad/interesting, hey.

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This is how it works. Whoever started this meme left five "clues," which were passed onto me via multiple flisters. I've responded with the five stories that meet the criteria of the clues. You can do so too, should you wish, and/or leave a clue for me. The clues can be anything from "Your favorite story" to "Story in which the most characters died" to "A story that includes both a threesome and a wrench."

These are the original five clues:
1. Your story with the closest word count to 1,662 words.
2. Your story in the rarest fandom you write in.
3. The longest story you've ever written.
4. The story that's title starts with the last letter of your user name.
5. Story written for your favorite prompt you've ever gotten.

1. all the lost, forgotten things, 1714 words, which is an interpol fight club AU.

talking about all the tags/warnings in the AO3 page:
me: Graphic Depictions of Violence, Major Character Death, Rape/Non Con, Underage
A: amaaaaaaaaaazing
A: i think my favourite thing
A: my actual favourite thing
A: about this
me: age difference, apocalypse, alternate universe - slavery, alternate universe - gender changes
A: is that this was a GIFT for someone

2. for every ending, which is uh, that miami vice movie with Colin Farrell, and i don't think there's a fandom for the movie (though i'm sure there's one for the tv series), so there.

3. fess up you dressed up to kill yourself., ~18,000 words (not including the 6000 words outtakes) which is an interpol underaged-hooker-fic serial killer assassins AU. A: ahaha oh god tell the flist not to read it though, i don't think they'd be quite prepared, which, if you weren't already warned away by the description, should just about cover it. unless of course, underaged-hooker-fic with serial killers and assassins is your thing, in which case, carry on.

4. Running up that hill, is the latest of mine with the letter R, which is Star Trek, and Kirk/Ayel, and idek i wish my interest in being in the star trek fandom had lasted more than like, two weeks, but there you go.

5. so i'm working on this vampire!AU fic, and at one point i begged A. to watch Pathology again with me, because um, i wanted to? and i promised her something in return, and she prompted me with "nathan/peter wall!sex", and so i wrote this, which i mean, wall!sex, best prompt ever! but then it doesn't fit at all into the mood of the vampire!AU fic proper, so it won't go anywhere but here, but it's my favorite prompt, so: vampire!fic!porn!outtake! )
A. also asked me two questions:

6. What is your favorite story?
Well, this was difficult, mostly because i start to hate everything just about the second after i put it out there, and most of the time i think people are just generally really nice and too kind to my fic because because i suck all i ever see after i post it is "oh god this is so horrid and so filled with errors and clunky phrases and overall terrible writing how could anyone have enjoyed it?", so, you know. favorite stories, not so much. that said, one day it will please us to remember even this, which is a My Chemical Romance girl!fic in which Gerard Way wakes up a girl, and like, i don't even know, it took me about a year from the time i started writing it to like, actually figuring out the ending and for the longest time i never even imagined i'd finish it and i wasn't even in the fandom anymore when i finally did. and you know, i'd actually change a fair bit of it now? but for the most part i'm still fond of it.

7. What story reminds you of the color yellow.
i think that the closest i can think of is passing scenes from five epics about josh homme and dave grohl that will never be written, because it's meant to be vaguely toury-type summer fic?
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so basically i have nothing at all to say really, about the oscars, except that:

this is the best oscar dress in the history of ALL OSCAR DRESSES EVER.

A: i wonder if the ruffles make noises
me: omg maybe they make a soft like, kind of furry purring noise
A: maybe they doooo
me: i feel that like, when she is bored during the awful five year long telecast she can just swish her legs and pretend she's petting a soft furry creature, and time will pass by faster
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i just read that numbers (or numb3rs, ahaha) is on the verge of being cancelled. which is a damned shame, honestly, because i really enjoy the show. far more than the inexplicably popular NCIS - which rah-rah jingoism, casual homophobia and such i get, it is in fact possibly an accurateish depiction of these people (or not? i don't know, and possibly don't care), but it is deeply unpleasant to watch, although NCIS:LA, not so much! possibly because LL Cool J automatically makes everything okay? but! where was i?

Numbers! which is an awesome show mainly because the cast are so obviously fond of one another/have worked long enough together that their banter comes across as natural and enjoyable - plus there's the geekery, the love of science and math! even as most of the FBI agents don't actually understand charlie/amita/larry most of the time, they clearly respect them and value their opinion, and i don't know, i enjoy the show, why do they want to take it away from me? (i'd also like to point out that they have surprisingly diverse cast - three of the four main supporting characters are african-american (two of them are women!), amita is indian, even the epps family are jewish if you want to get technical about it. so that's nice, hey.)

but also apparently heroes is still "on the bubble", which come on guys, renew/cancel it already i really feel like i am tired of waiting to find out.

although i'm pretty sure i will watch every upcoming episode of the new season going "needs more nathan", but that's a given, you know?

co-journaller has disappeared off the internet, and i am bereft.

also i really want more nathan/peter icons. what? we don't have enough, okay. mostly because we keep using the ones we have and now i'm just like "more, please?"

ETA: my head still hurts, i can't sleep, why do mornings even exist omg!

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i've had a headache these past two days, and urgh, i'm not sure why and i can't make it stop. too much reading of porn, not enough? what's up with that anyway?

anyway, moving on. somewhere along the way i decided that what i really needed to write was peter/nathan kid!fic? in which peter is the cutest little boy on earth and nathan is...nathan. and then there was this prompt for the Nathan Petrelli Memorial Kink Meme, so i started writing that, but it got a bit out of control AND veered quite a bit away from the prompt, and then i ended up with five-thousand words of it, as you know, one does? so right, hey:

the secret to successful negotiation is in the fine print
nathan/peter, r-ish, pre-series, snapshots through the years.
thanks to [ profile] anansie_s for the lovely beta, characterization-whipping and fixing up my rather terrible grammar.

i'll be the prince and you be the princess )
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he couldn't see me, the sun was in his eyes, by cm+A.
Peter/Nathan, Peter/Niki, NC-17, ~7,000 words

Peter is special. Nathan knows this. This is a fairytale AU (of sorts), loosely inspired by this video. It's also pretty much entirely self-indulgent porn. Warnings for Includes knife/bloodplay, watersports, choking, underagedness, possibly disturbing imagery.

Much thanks to [ profile] miss_miso for speedy beta and encouragement and also being awesome. This is dedicated to [ profile] anansie_s, whether she wants it or not.

i am the key to the lock in your house )
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someone wrote (which i'm not linking to because i'm lazy) a story in which mohinder goes on the internet and finds out that there's fanfiction about him and sylar because of the 9th wonders comic books. and i have to say i find it extremely amusing because a) the possibility of fanfic about 9th wonder characters existing is extremely high, because. well hello, rule #31.#34 b) supernatural! heroes went there first, hello!

of course heroes never made an actual episode about the slash and the slash fen, for which i am highly grateful for. imagine the weirdness, of peter trying to find say, a lost 9th wonder volume which was destroyed but continues to exist on the internet due to industrious fanboys (also highly likely, as anyone who has ever torrented a comic book will attest to), and finds forums dedicated to petrellicest. can you just say awkward? or like the abovementioned story, mohinder finding mylar fic. or m3 fic! though if i were mohinder i'd be far more pleased about the m3 fic than the "i slept with my dad's killer" fic, but that's just me.

but um, heroes is one of those shows that will only break the forth wall in a particular way, and i don't know, they even abandoned all of that for season four, which is kind of sad because i enjoyed that aspect of it. although s4 also gave us um, ahaha right, asian comic relief trio. i don't even know, show.

but um, anyway [ profile] anansie_s was talking about how nathan's consciousness actually drifted over at some point to peter's brain and they had a lot of hot sex inside of peter's brain for like, forever, and somehow i thought about it and i decided nathan should just stay in sylar's brain and taunt him or whatever, and then somehow peter got involved i don't even know but anyway i blame anansi for this:

we fell through the ice when we tried not to slip
sylar, nathan and um, also mentions of peter/nathan and sylar/peter (kind of?)
post-series, pg-13ish (at some point this rating will cease to not be funny, but right now it still totally is!), mostly un-betad, so all mistakes are mine.

can't be held responsible )
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hey hey, does anyone know, canon (or fanon?) wise, what nathan did in the air force? or navy? i know he was a pilot, and said something about tours of duty in bosnia, something. but it's all very sketchy and such. was there an established timeline or any indication he was on the front line or he flew jet planes or. like, right now, in my head, he's totally that character of his from top gun, all surly and pretty and mostly silent. but also really really pretty. i have no clue, obviously. was he stationed in manila at some point or is that fanon as well? because it's all mixing up right now. like, was it canon as well he went to military school? because that would leave him entirely out of peter's childhood wouldn't it? or at least the first six years? gah.


um, hi?
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after being browbeat for ages by certain peoples who shall remain nameless.

it's so hilarious i couldn't even find it in myself to be remotely offended. IT'S ACTUALLY CALLED UNOBTANIUM. LIKE, REALLY I THOUGHT IT WAS AN INTERNET PRANK, BUT NO.

i got up at ten am to watch this! PANTS. PANTS I SAY!

can't they just re-screen titanic? now that was entertainment.

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Keep Coming Around
Nathan self-justifies. Peter makes up memories. The combined result is somewhat uneven.

but I think you could save my life )

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